It's a hard thing to find out, after 26 years, that the person you think you are is not the person that you seem to be.
In the last three months, I've had four different people close to me tell me that they have major issues with who I am and how I treat them. Not only that, but that they've tried to tell me this, but I haven't listened or heard, and that they've given up trying to tell me.
When you're trying to change your life, that isn't easy to hear. It's hard to be told, by the people who you trust to tell you true, that your friends can't talk to you, and stopped trying ages ago.
Ironic, though, that I'm getting depressed by trying to cure my depression.
posted by Katherine at 11:21 AM
